The Real Me! Wouldnt You Like To Know?

I Write some Poems now n then when I have free time....hears one of them! hope you lyk if not , keep it to urself hehe! Can Anyone tell me why? i wish to god that some day ill find that right person for me.Someone who is goin to love me and nobody else when im looking in the mirror i can see myself standin in his arm holdin him but then i blink and its all gone ...!why is it so hard for me to find someone out there its becoming to much much to bare i want to be happy but instead im alwaz sad but then at the same time im mad....is it becuz im unhappy?! I had some1 who loved me for me but some drunk man took his life away its so hard for me to handlewhy must all the good people go? or why must all the poor childern have to suffer becoz theri parents want to go smoke or drink up ther lil money that they have? or why must all the god dam rich people win the lottery knowing that they dont need that money but yet instill they take it anyway!!! all you rich &poor ppl can u look in the mirror and ask yourself why it is you do the things you so???And when u get the answer Please give it to me! Coz im jus dying to know!